I am becoming a weakling. I'm trying to hide everything. I lose my control. I don't know what i am doing, i'm not sure what should I do.
I look up the rain is dropping more and more than ever, feeling serene in heart. But my mind cannot stop the thinking, about you, about me, and about our love.
You told me that I have to smile, I have to be fine, because you still beside me.
But.....
I'm lost my reason, I'm doing a lot of crazy thing even don't care about my, and your feeling. I am so selfish, isn't it?
You asked me that am I ok?
I just smile, and ignored about it.
Because I don't know it, I don't know is it ok I am, I really don't kn